12-8-12
be here now. just start writing. be here now. just start writing.
so i have this idea that i already know exactly what i should write and it will all pour out of me and i know this is true. the divine essence that is all of us is begging to express itself. begging. pleading... aching for expression. so Rachael....
who is Rachael? Rachael is....
my mother, my grandmother, my sister, my cousin, Isaac's wife, she is a shimmering ray of light from the diamond we are all part of the diamond couldn't exist without Rachael... that is impossible. how to write this? she is a ray of light shining in my eyes from a ring on the hand of god... yet she is god completely. she giggles like a child and she knows like a sage. she understands like a father and soothes like a mother.
Rachael knows the stars... she reads them... none of us will ever know all but she KNOWS ALL. you know THE all. She knows that. and she helps me see the part of me that knows ALL. and ALL will no longer be stifled... I am now a vessel of all and this is why i am here... i have to tell you my journey and how i got here and what happened and how now and here everything is just perfection. it is all just a giant magnifying glass or a periscope or a reflection in a pool or a vision in a crystal ball and it's why i am here.
and you may not know it but it's why you are here, too
this is the time... we are all in our places and the play is beginning. but there is no script... and it begins again now. and now. and everything is beautiful. the rain is beautiful because each drop of a cloud is still all cloud. and each drop of the ocean is still all ocean. and it's beautiful just because. because it IS.
there is no way to keep it in anymore. it won't be an option. i see a vision of the many armed hindu god... i have no idea the name but there are so many arms i can't count them right now, nor do i care to
these arms, in my mind, are all attached to the seven different chakras... i prefer the term energy centers for this. i know what the energy centers are in my body but i don't know them as chakras. ENOUGH. enough explaining. you are here because you understand or you want to understand or maybe because your guides just wanted you to SEE this and know that there is an outpouring of information that is available to each of us and all of us and this is what is happening now. exactly as it should. and as this information is pouring out of my hands and as these vibrating strings of light are pushing laptop keys in my backyard, i hear the song of crickets and a dog barking and a bird talking. i feel the trees supporting me and the water moving up from the earth into the trunk and into the branches and leaves and i feel the sun moving into the leaves and down the branches and through the trunk and down down down into the earth... into Gaia... and she is so grateful. .she is so grateful for the light in the roots and there is this beautiful song of communication that i just MISS if i'm worrying and i just MISS it if i'm anxious... but sitting here, now, in this chair in my backyard, i feel it all... i hear it... i sense the song... the song being played perfectly, flawlessly. there is a symphony. a constant symphony. and i know that's why music raises our frequency because it aligns us all and that vein of truth and beauty and harmonious frequency keeps all the mental chatter out. keeps the projection away. NO future. NO past... only symphony. only existence.